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Dead poet by Ivan Donn Carswell
I’m sure it would be easier to survive as a dead poet, I mean it in the surmise that I won’t be tempted to revise or rewrite the poem I wrote last night, or the poems I wrote last week (which make me cringe when I read them again), or when I read poetry of way back then, the poems of a pimply boy wracked in the paroxysms of youth, that I will not be not savaged by mortification, seized by towering rage, or patronymic patronism, or simply devastated by how far I’ve come without apparently moving an inch. All the while I thought I was improving, faster to the interior rhyme, quicker to the slick rhythmic change of pace, the clever about face in the turning of a line, the sublime ending. In the final rendering I am still the same stationary, sole survivor, alive because I never really learned how to die. © I.D. Carswell
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