pain used to hurt the words cut me life a knife shame filled my head at night I used to think there was no place to go i searched for a place to hide and bury my thoughts
evil lurked around every corner waiting for me to uncover evil came to me in disguise hoping I was weak enough to comply as a starving baby cries for life our world provided me sour milk hoping that I would die
i tried everything you can imagine drugs, men, pain and sin my head was spinning out of control hoping to find the ultimate fix to sustain life and not become a victim
after decades of searching the mountains high the valleys low he stood right there watching over me protecting me, holding me in His mighty arms he is my drug, my man- sin-free he provided me with fresh milk love and strength for two lifetimes
i live today a stronger me my search ended that day He rescued me He told me of his plans for me the pain i endured, the suffering stings no more
He lives, He lives within me i am stronger now for my soul is filled with thee