malvern abbey by Rg Gregory
the day was as grey as the abbey the light that filtered through the glass had no disturbing shine about it no one inside was grasping to collect it
the organ had its notes tucked in a corner its sound blending the greyness into calm i was a stranger there but felt collated a dovecote for the peace the cool notes bred
old tiles replaced by victorian replicas lined the norman stonework near the choir their age and halfworn coats-of-arms touched a nerve i was not prepared for
a longing gaped in me (my eyes sensed tears) a rush of inner silence urged me to give my body to a void (my life's denial) i was stunned beyond self into alertness
a hand not my own (but seemed at home) sent signals out and had no need of answers it could have been i came to be a tree that with its tucked up roots went slowly out
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