They are downstairs, away from my office romping and shouting, in the living room I hear their squeals, their play, their joy in being, in being children. They know, know some at least of what is to come, the change in our lives to come tomorrow. That they will share my name our lives joined more fully in some ways, my joy made more complete, maybe; but they have been my girls, far longer A volunteer joining the bedlam, the realities of parenthood, of children not my own balancing my life anew with her, with them sharing so much more of life, with this precious gift a family, not a couple, children of my own in so many ways, when the judge rules and our fate is sealed, grafting a family foreign shoots to the old trunk, the family tree of my heritage, my blood Sharing them with her, our bonds made stronger with the chance to recast our past, our future