Without Looking by Patricia Goedicke
Either at my friend's daughter's sixteen-year-old body dumped on the morgue slab, T-shirt stuck fast to one ripped breast I identified quick, and then got out of there
or at the old gentleman with tubes in the living room, spittle stained in his wispy beard, out of the corner of my eye I hardly notice it, how
could I, drink in hand at five-thirty, at the least sign of pain one of us always itches to turn away, another turns over in sleep, groans O, we who are so lucky
just to be able to ignore, go back quick, to our books, to have books, even, how difficult it is to look hard and head on has not been said
often enough, if prayer is an act of attention even to dropped stitches, blood dangling beneath the lines, the poem? I said, what prepares us for what will never save us?
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