Nothing ever is the same by Ivan Donn Carswell
Gnashing teeth, a grinding meet of molars crashing cuspid on cuspid and the fracture of a piece, of pressure not intense but awkward in an anxious, unintended sense, then giving way, the rapid play of tongue immediate with censure seeking each deformity, the gross enormity – a shard of tooth hard and loose embedded with a chew of food, the rude and vulgar realisation that your perfect teeth are rendered meek by random chance in thankless bite.
And the anguish is replayed, the roughened edge is sought, caressed obsessively, the ease with which the tongue is grooved and scraped and still returns though raw with pain reminds you of the time again, and time again and time again, and nothing ever is the same. © I.D. Carswell
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