Should you be allowed sole privilege of unconscionable martyrdom? This affliction is self-pity brought by suffering as penitent to unrequited lust.
Private sexuality has you bound In bonds no-one devised, in silent bondage languishing, abject, victimised and anguishing, yet victor in the sum.
None but the coarsest heart could feign to feel in simple kind and heed the cry you echo in your need. There is no escape from conscience, there is no conscience in escape.
But why the female classic, why the passive role? You know better life with purer soul unwrought by self-despair, your pride is signal, sentient, not wifely, reviling humble care.