Love stopped before it began by Ivan Donn Carswell
It would have been love, I am sure of it, and I held her hand torn between concern and pride whilst she cried and cried on her first day at school. We walked to where her brother mowed the lawns with many others, racing with their mowers at manic speed in tight formation. Fascination dared me join their frenzied rush, a madness so inviting that I ran amongst the madmen dicing at each other’s heels and tempting death or injury. The crying stopped. Before I could explain I had the Head’s disapprobation pained upon my hands. I’ve tried to write this poem but a dozen times, I had the lines impressed, and even rhymes, but pain of the strap delivered with dispassionate venom cooled my ardour and instilled a lingering distress for love stopped before it began. © I.D. Carswell
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